what a long time....

it been a long time since my last update...
between this period of time while i didn't update my blog...
lot of lot of thing is happening.....
haiz...
it is a long story....
thing that are sad, happy, angry, and others...
friendship , relationship n lot far more....
a long this period of time,
after my SPM trial n now is facing the turning point of life... SPM
wat to do...
this is my life...
everyone hv their own different way of life...
but in our life there are a lot of thing that we can't even expect that happening beyond our eye...
the faces of each person their own personality,
facts... there really many thing that we nid to consider n fight for it...
there are many route in our life that nid a lot of courage to go through...
same like study n i think i still trying to keep up with others...
but it is a long way....
why there are so many thing tat stop someone step forward...
why there are darkness in front ahead us...
why we nid to betray someone n hurt someone to gain another knowledge...
i think i know the answer ...
then answer is scarifies....
same as our study we nid to scarifies our time to gain our own knowledge...
there hv someone who cant stand the taste of lose...
n don't wan to become loser....
so they will fight back ...
when they cant fight back...
they will do some others thing...
there are personality tat are so scary..
tat are so disgusting...
even the are lose...
they still wont know tat..
they don wan to accept the true...
tis is humanity...
life is a game set by lord...
we nid to follow all those rule...
someone who think life is hard ..
they are wrong...
but if think life as a game..
it is a lot easy for us...
bcz playing a game is more relax..
study can b as traveling...
life is so confuse...
but if think as a game it will b more simple...
a simple way of life...
wat so difficult to make life easy...
open minded...
play when play...
enjoy...
take everything easy....
life will find its own way....
we must find the way of life...on our own...