haha...time..

well...
yesterday is Saturday...
i and my family went to the ROYAL BINTANG HOTEL in seremban
this time also bring my friend...
secondary school friend..
Fong Qi Jing...
she is studying hotel management in Taylor's college..
and the reason i go there also is to ask for information on what i wan to study..
well..it is quite hard...
but...if i study more...and try to increase my knowledge..
it is a good things...for me n my future..
but now..
thing that i really worry is..
next week on Thursday
the JPJ test for my license..
then after that is my SPM result..
i need 5 credits..
when time pass by..
the time become shorter n less..
me starting to worry about my result...
i really start to worry i cant get 5 credits..
it seen easy when start b4 now...
3 week before the result..
3 month before..
there is nothing i feel worry..
but now....i started to get worry...
haiz...
suddenly 5 credits is too much for me...
and it really feel that very hard...to get that much..
but i do it..
i finish the SPM test and get out of it..
a 2 hour plus examination i do it and finish in an hour something or less..
then just leave the examination hall...
now i really wan ask myself...
do i really do my best tat time?
do i really can make it?
will i?
or this is the way i handle..
now..
what that i head last time is right..
from 5 and SPM not a end..
is a starting point toward n forward to our life..
and it will be a turning point of life...
to success or failure?
this is the time..
the most important time..
and the is no turning back for this..
and we cant regrets about it..
things are done...by my own hand..
now it is the destiny...
i try it...
and if i fail it...
i die for it...
just simple...
when i am in from 4 i totally waste that years of school...
i waste it...
when come into from 5 ..
i try to catch up...
but it is not easy as i think..
it really hard for me to pick up..things that i left in from 4..
but i try for it..
one week non-stop tuition..
parents...pay for my fees..
but .. i try to memorise everything i can
i dun know...i can make it or not...
i really hope that just 5 credits i can take..
and continue my study...
just 5...
that what i hope now..
n pass in my license...
^.^

life after SPM n waitting for SPM result...

erm.... I think many Malaysian student will same like me...
or already found a part time job at this time while wait for SPM result...
maybe someone is in the National Service ...
it is different life for different people..
even have someone who are in college now who apply their course when January intake
really different people have their own choice..
some who are in National Service is went by force...
well...it is like tat...the laws state that...
haiz...
it only a few week for the 1st badge of student or Malaysians who are in the National Service to
be RELEASED...
haha..
but some will be sad ...
because need to separate with friend that company
and enjoy the laugh n fun n joy...
and for me...
is finding college and course that i wan..
but it seen it is hard...
but i think can handle it...
well...still stick with architecture...
haha
and i meet my friend qi jing who is study in college now
she went when the January intake...
it is quite fun to hear about her story in college...
but she said tat she is alone...
haha...because most of us..her friend is waiting for the SPM result..
she told me a lot of things...
for my architecture ... it need 5 credits...
tat a lot for me ...
i dun know i really can take until 5...
i hope i really can make it...
the second thing is my car license...
i really hope can get P n drive...
but i hope i really can get it next week...
hopefully..^.^
n the third things is the budget for my course...
it is not really cheap...
for primary n secondary is cheap..
because is full support by the government..
but when in college...all thing will cost a lot of money...
budget for a course it expensive....
it can cost over 100k ...
so in future i having kids...
i think i need to consider this budget..
haha...for my child's future...
and when waiting for the result is really hard...
suffering.....
because very nervous ...
like i have a butterfly in my stomach...
haha...
and really hope wont get result that will less then 5 credits..
i really hope tat.....just 5 credits i also enough...
i don wan A's...i wan is 5 credits...
haha....the result will come out less then a month...
haiz...think about it also scare
because this is about my future...
so how?
well just wait for it...
and accept it...
i can admit that i waste a lot of time in from 4
and i try to catch up at from 5...
well..
i try my best during the exam...
hope i will get what i hope for...
life after SPM n before entering college is SUCK'S...