Wednesday 10 December 2008

往往要到失去了才会发觉。。。

往往要等失去了。。。
才会发觉的重要性。。。
还在时不好好的珍惜。。。
光阴一步一步的,一天一天的过去。。。
慢慢的失去。。。就会让人看的其中的重要性。。。
就是没学会把握和珍惜。。。
也让“他” 给溜走。。。
最后也因为懂“他”的重要性。。。而后悔。。。忏悔。。。
希望时光倒流。。。。到回那个时间。。。在重新的选着一次。。。
但这个是无法实现的。。。是幻想罢了。。。只能想。。。而不能也不可能是事实。。。
一切也应该留在历史记载上的符号。。。的问号。。。的记录。。。
但是人的记忆。。。会慢慢的流失这些记忆。。。
一寸光阴一寸金。。。寸金难买寸光阴。。。
就算是几想。。。也无法做到。。。
在脑里。。。只能浮出。。。
为何当时不做好点。。。
为什么那时带着玩玩下的心情。。。
也草草了事的想法。。。
已经是后悔莫及了。。。

今天。。。
考完SPM的我。。。
在不懂做什么好。。。
无目标的我。。。。
如何好。。。
在读书时。。。
就带着大考还没到。。。
不用酱紧张。。。
虽然在朋友面前鼓励他们不要紧张。。。
自己也。。。有点紧张。。。
也不想去想他。。。
我也不懂等下成绩出时。。。
我的成绩是如何。。。
而现在也在烦恼。。
到底进中六好还是学院。。。
进中六就要重新的穿上校服。。。
而进学院就会有自由。。。
个有个好。。。
还没下的聊决定。。。
但我一面和人家说。。。
要等成绩一出才处理。。。
我自己也不懂我自己要的是什么。。。

现在金融风暴把整个世界也搞乱了。。。
就业机会也少了。。。
这里有天灾哪里有人祸。。。
到底是怎么样了。。。

Saturday 22 November 2008

3 week of suffer...

haiz..
3 week of exam...
3 week of SPM...
tired...
lame...nth do..
suffer...
boring...
now i feel boring n nth can do...
haiz...
i dono why i just feel tired...
haiz...
mayb is too boring...
so long time for SPM..make me suffer...
haiz...
suffer like hell...
wat to do..
still hv exam somemore...
biology...next monday...
haiz...
dono can pass or not..
i just want to pass it only...
haiz...HAIZ....HAIZ....

Sunday 9 November 2008

1 day for SPM....

left 1 day then is SPM already...
haiz...
still dono wan study or not...
abit lazy...lazy..
n for so long time didn't wrote any new blog...
well....some kinda....busy...
but one thing i sure tat is not studying...
tat not suitable to my own personality...
well...
vinson chiang..
u can do it..
just do urs best...
try urs best...
gambateh...
for SPM....
just don fail any sub...
n then u will b proud of urself...

Tuesday 7 October 2008

satisfied...

yesterday i know my result of my trial SPM..
well i quite satisfied with it...
my English get 71% n my English teacher ..
said that i hv improve a lot in essay part...
i very proud of it..
especially i nid to thank my advance gramme teacher Mr.Loh...
it is a great honor to b his student...
he is very good n skillful in English language...
i very happy that he teach me the flow of idea to write an good essay...
but i still hv more to learn from him..
my math get 79% hopefully my math teacher gv me 80% so i can get 1A...
tis is also another good teacher that taught me from no basic n until medium...
Mr Alex ... my math tuition teacher...
my form 4 is totally finish bcz i waste the time to play n i lost a lot of skill n basic in that year...
if i would study hard that year,,,maybe now i am a A student...
it is a regret,,,
bcz there is no turning backward...
i nid to step forward n defend myself n defeat every paper...
my EST get 50% well...still ok...
i already try to adept the skill to get A in EST..
the most happy is my history...
i never pass in this whole year...
n i pass in trial....40%
fuiyoooooooo....cant expect it to b pass...
i will still try to study tis subject n push until my limit...
my phy haiz...only 31% but better then nth...
but still ok i can manage to get until to tis level...i nid to put more effort into it...
today my chemistry get 51% yes...i make it..i pass it....
a sub tat so hard for me in the time of 1 n half year...
n i pass it...
i will push myself to every subject limit...
as i could...
i hope i manage to do it in SPM...
my add-math also get 31% .....is the tough subject n i also score higher n higher...
i will try my best in this sub too...
i will push my limit....for my future n live..

Sunday 5 October 2008

what a long time....

it been a long time since my last update...
between this period of time while i didn't update my blog...
lot of lot of thing is happening.....
haiz...
it is a long story....
thing that are sad, happy, angry, and others...
friendship , relationship n lot far more....
a long this period of time,
after my SPM trial n now is facing the turning point of life... SPM
wat to do...
this is my life...
everyone hv their own different way of life...
but in our life there are a lot of thing that we can't even expect that happening beyond our eye...
the faces of each person their own personality,
facts... there really many thing that we nid to consider n fight for it...
there are many route in our life that nid a lot of courage to go through...
same like study n i think i still trying to keep up with others...
but it is a long way....
why there are so many thing tat stop someone step forward...
why there are darkness in front ahead us...
why we nid to betray someone n hurt someone to gain another knowledge...
i think i know the answer ...
then answer is scarifies....
same as our study we nid to scarifies our time to gain our own knowledge...
there hv someone who cant stand the taste of lose...
n don't wan to become loser....
so they will fight back ...
when they cant fight back...
they will do some others thing...
there are personality tat are so scary..
tat are so disgusting...
even the are lose...
they still wont know tat..
they don wan to accept the true...
tis is humanity...
life is a game set by lord...
we nid to follow all those rule...
someone who think life is hard ..
they are wrong...
but if think life as a game..
it is a lot easy for us...
bcz playing a game is more relax..
study can b as traveling...
life is so confuse...
but if think as a game it will b more simple...
a simple way of life...
wat so difficult to make life easy...
open minded...
play when play...
enjoy...
take everything easy....
life will find its own way....
we must find the way of life...on our own...

Saturday 27 September 2008

wat a busy weekend...

i think i miss something..
haha..
my blog...
it is long time since i am busy awhile...
n today...
wat i c...
haiz...
friendster group..
SMK Seremban Jaya..
soemthing hv happen...
so how..i will try to get support for it...
the link is here...
haiz...
i still nid to think about all it..
well..my MS online reach lvl 40...
yeah..

Tuesday 23 September 2008

hope today wont end.....

hope today really can't end...
haiz...2morrow exam ....
n the sub i most....
chinese...
haiz...
my chinese is so weak...
haiz....
today...
i hv successfull open zf alone...
haha...
haiz...chinese test...2morrow die...
long time no c all my friend already..
2morrow dono all will b like wat leh...
haha...
so nervour about 2morrow n so scare the chinese test..
well nid to rush up abit now...study....

Monday 22 September 2008

a lame day...

today i am sick...
danm...
sure is too much tat day eat...
n no drink water...
so sick liao..
haiz.....so sick...still nid to go for tuition...
today i play MS on9 try to train zf alone......but failed...
haha...
mayb i not enuf skill to handle it..
haiz....today cant write many...sick...nid time to rest...
i am very ill....
haha

Sunday 21 September 2008

special day..

haha today is sunday...
is a famil day...
1st i go hv m hair cut....again...
then i went back home to watch baby day out...
tis really a funny movie....
it said about a baby wondering around the city...
then i went for tuition as usual...
n thinking should i go for scholl 2morrow...
so i decide..not to go...
haha....
then after m tuition i n m family went for dinner again...out..
nice tasty food we hv...
yummy...
haha.....
so tat is one day of mine...
n some ... presonal thing...
not suitable to write in here...
hehe...
i keep in my heart...

Saturday 20 September 2008

cheese....

today a very danger day...
i wake up...alone in the home...
then went to hv my breakfast....
then....play online game...
n msn...
tat is my evening....
then my dinner...is western food...
i hv a cheese chicken chop...
so...nice...
extra cheese...
yummy...
but the stupid sharkfin soup....
haiz...RM 8.80 no nice at all...
haha..
i love the extra cheese chicken...
tasty...
hehe...
that my day....

Friday 19 September 2008

tired ....tired....tired of everything...

today in the morning i wake up n my mother ask me to help her repair things...
then i go until there...
those table not for repair...
it just nid to attrach them all on...
when i go for physics tuition.......
haiz..
also didnt understabnd a single thing
talking n chatting...
today no such good mood to write everything down..
bcz there is something tat we nid to write n something tat we no nid to write down
bcz it already is inside our heart n hard to 4get it...
haiz

Thursday 18 September 2008

haiz...a rush day...

haha...today wake up...then continue my movie...from last night...Dinotopia...
it a great movie...
i watch it on youtube...
i glad i found it...
haha...
then let get started...
after my movie..i went got tuition...bm class.
haiz...
when we go there..the tuition center haven't open yet...
bcz it is located at 3th floor..
n there is 4 of us...
i , chan, pong & tey
i said to them...so boring waitting here...
so i decide to go downstair...
to take some air...
while i am waitting..
pong come down..n said he is bored too...so we decide to go next door for some makan makan
haha..only we 2...we didnt inform tey n chan...
so we two hv a secert lunch...
haha...
when we 2 finish...
we go back to tuition center...
danm...chan n tey is missing...
where they go...
i n pong is guessing...
but we guess...them 2 went to upstair tat snooker center...
haha..
so we try to trap them 2...
haiz...
today teacher come early..
cant trap tat 2 little rat...at snooker center...
so we just tell teacher...
"teacher...chan n tey ponteng"
haha...
good thing..
then while we r doing our wrok tat teacher provided...
chan n tey finish their....'thing' ... at snooker center...
haiz...chan....whole body also hv the smell of smoke...
pong n i try to play him...with him body of smoke...fravouring...haha
n today..haiz..teacher always trap me...
so i kena scold-ing...
bad luck today...but i hv try to trap others 3 also...
sometime succes...sometime..then i kena loh..
haha...but fun....
after tat i hv a slept in the car while we back...
tired....
once i reach home....at once...i go to switch on the computer n continue
Dinotopia...
haha..
finally finish the movie...
the hv few match of dota with my cousin...
i win...
haha...
then i meet someone in msn...
tat i enjoy chatting with her...
haha...quite fun loh..
then .. she ask my number o...
then....nth also de ma..
gv she loh...
sms n comunicate also can o...
haha....ermm...
she is form 6 ...
live in somewhere in K.L...
others...information....i blur blur...i guess i 4get about it..
it ok..i will try to know her again loh...
simple...
haha

Wednesday 17 September 2008

A FREE DAY...

Today really is a very free day...
after the exam ...n today dont even hv test...feel like hv abit miss the test...
but something keep worry me....tat is my curiculum marks...
i ask my friend to help me to take it from teacher n pass it up to teacher on friday n tis few day i also wont b in school...y....i am at my lovely house....
today i wake up at 8 ...then i said to myself...too early n today no school..
so i tot wan to sleep for more few minute...
but i overslept....
until 11++am i wake up..
then i rush down n hv my breakfast....
haha....a messy n silly day....
bcz after i eat i realize i 4get to wash my face n bursh my teeth...
....then i open the computer..on9 MSN....
to c who on9 n hv a chat with him/her.......
then i on9 my game....
MS on9....
i tot today wan to train zf....
but i lost my hui cheng...
dono is wat happen...
haiz...
without it..
i cant train....
so i just try to earn exp n skill point...
until 2 o'clock i go for a bath...
then i on9 MSN after that...
chating....
watch video at youtube....
go to view my friendster....
watch those episod tat i havent watch in DVD...
sitting n drinking 7 up....
watch tv series tat i miss....
so relax...
after tat...i went for my MATH...tuition classes...
today is a esay one...
joke...laugh...talk....
play with my teacher...
Mr Alex is a good teacher...
is a very good add-mat n math....teacher...
i tot i lost my base...at form 4...
but after i meet him...
i try to build up my basic skill....again..
n i manage to make it...
i am so pround of him being my teacher...
a good teacher like him r rare....
n he really care about student...
smart...clever....stupid...even a bland paper...
he will try his best to teach us....
tis is the spirit tat a teacher should hv...
it doesn't matter...
the student is how...
but is the willing of a teacher to teach with patiently....
n try to guide the student to a correct of way or method...
a teacher i pround to b his student....
if i really can score in my MATH n ADD-MATH...
i will really gracefull...
to thanks...
my teacher...
MR ALEX...
thankyou..
for urs support n
patient on me..
thankyou...

Tuesday 16 September 2008

yes....a week of holidays....but nid tuition...haiz...

great a week of holiday start from today...
yes....
today the biology test...
danm danm danm hard...
paper 1, 2, n 3 ...
i didn't even manage to get time to study..
or view the book...
haiz...
but...i am lucky today.....paper 1...guess guess guess with the precentage of 25% each question to b correct n 75% to b wrong...
haha....it just A B C D...
while i finish..i sleep....
suddenly....i smell some very bad de smell....like something is burning....
then we all look here n there....
OMG...is the light above.....not above me...but is above the person bside my 'neighbour'....
lucky me loh...
then i saw smoke coming out....danmmmmm....short circuit.....
i tot the teacher will stop the exam immedialy....
haiz..those teacher don't even borther to look at us at bhind who...calling for help..........
then.....my boss....head of the prefect....stand up...n close those switch....
then after tat...we infrom the teacher .....
after tat...9.15....n paper 2 start at 10.00am...i tot wan brush my brian with the book...
haiz...cant b done...
bcz i chatting with friend there...joke around...
waste all the time...haiz...paper 2 how.....when my friend ask me....
just very simple i answer...........i death....n RIP....
haha....then i just kasih tembak la...
wat i know i write...
wat i dono...i simply said something...
it is good to b blank...but no mark...
mayb all those rubbish i 'tembak' will allow me to get 1 or 1/2 marks....
haha...
tis time more danger.......a teacher who dono the lamp hv short circuit...
try to switch on it...
we all looking at the teacher...
we all use our eye sigh to tell teacher not to open...
but dono wat teacher think.....
we all keeping said no...
she go to open it...
there hv 5 switch.....3 for fan...2 for lamps....
haiz...she swtch tis switch tat...
at there...da...da...da.....
every switch she turn on n off...
i dono y la...
she don understand our sigh langguage...
if we can talk...i think there will a loud shout...said...NOOOOOOOOO!!!!DON SWITCH IT ON...
then 12.30pm....i went back home...tot wan to study also..bcz 1.30 rush back to school..
the exam is start at 2.00pm...
so i at home...eat....my lunch...sandwish....too bad...i really hope my dear dear...can do it...
but cant...i dont even hv a dear dear...haha...
so i just playing around again...haiz....go back to scholl with nth....die loh...again...
haha...lucky b4 enter i hv just view the book after i ask them which will come out in paper....
so just a simply look at it...
then...haiz...it really came out...then i just write wat i simply look at just now...
haiz...dono can said hard or esay...
haha...
yeah....yes...
after tis...
a week of holiday...for me....
until to the last sub....chinese...next webnesday...
yes...a week of holiday for me....
i can enjoy....
yahooooo!!!!!!!

Monday 15 September 2008

1st day of writing a blog here...

Today is my 1st time to write here a blog...also can consider is a own diary but is open for public....
today is my chemistry trial exam of SPM....
it hard...really hard....
of cours hard...bcz i didn't study...
haha ...wat a lazy fellow i am....
tot wan to study a little bit b4 the exam start...
O....there is no time at all....
all of us r.laugh n joke about it...
while taking.....i just look at the paper n blank....
shitt....BLANK...
how i gonna do tis..
well...tat is my lazy....who cause tis...
so...
just try my best...to get as many correct as i could....
danm...paper 1 is medium...paper 2 hard...lucky paper 3 i still manage to handle...
god...the time for paper 3 is 1 n a half i use only about 45 min n finish the paper...
wat i hv done...
even myself also don understand wat the hell i write there....
well tat is wat for today...
just 4get tat stupid exam....
2morrow is biology test....same....i will b death.......